My household feels empty now after having two kids for over four months. I've decided I am a better person with kids. I get up, I dont' sleep all the time and I keep the house somewhat cleaner. I also feel less alone. I feel like I have purpose.
I've had several calls for teenagers which I can't take and one call for a part of a large group of kids - but they never called me back. I know there are some that need placed, but I'm still waiting. I don't feel like my social worker is doing the best she can. She tells me one thing but doesn't follow through or is telling me wrong. By now she should have had my adoption paperwork/studies done, but she hasn't done anything on them. She says she's trying to get some kids in my house but I don't believe she's really following through...I'm still waiting on the reimbursement for the first week of childcare. (I'll never see that.)
So in the meantime, I just keep waiting and try to stay calm and work on the things I need to do at school. It's not like I have nothing going on between the show at school and the show at church. :-)
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